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Week(s) 5 - 10 Fatshionista of the Week, anyone interested?

chroniclesofafatshionista:

Anyone interested? All I will do is ask you 7-9 questions about your style, your fashion inspiration, etc.; it’s something like a Q&A session…if you are interested please send me an email with the subject: Fatshionista of the Week to chroniclesofafatshionista@gmail.com  .

I need ladies for weeks 5 - 10, so that’s five ladies. I like to have the interviews done ahead of time . : ) When you email me, your interview will be placed in the order received.

Example: If you email me first, you’ll be FOTW for week 5, second, you’ll be FOTW for week 6, and so on. 

Week(s) 5 - 10 Fatshionista of the Week, anyone interested?

chroniclesofafatshionista:

Anyone interested? All I will do is ask you 7-9 questions about your style, your fashion inspiration, etc.; it’s something like a Q&A session…if you are interested please send me an email with the subject: Fatshionista of the Week to chroniclesofafatshionista@gmail.com  .

I need ladies for weeks 5 - 10, so that’s five ladies. I like to have the interviews done ahead of time . : )

When you email me, your interview will be placed in the order received. Example: If you email me first, you’ll be FOTW for week 5, second, you’ll be FOTW for week 6, and so on. 

The way I feel .

chroniclesofafatshionista:

I hate feeling this way, one minute I’m happy and then the next minute I’m sad. I can’t continue to live my life this way. I just need someone to talk to; I’ve tried talking to my roommate and my suite-mate, but at times it just feels as if they aren’t listening to me and when they do listen, if the situation isn’t entertaining them, then they don’t want to hear it, which hurts my feelings. I guess they think that since I’m a “big girl” that my feelings aren’t supposed to get hurt. Which is bullshit, excuse my language, but that’s just how I feel. I hate that I can’t be myself around these people.

Every time I say something, they have something negative to say in return, it’s like damn, can I not have my own fucking opinion? Why is it when I feel a certain way about something it doesn’t matter, but when they feel a certain way about something, it’s fine for them to voice their opinion? I can’t deal with this anymore. It’s like I don’t matter in this friendship, if that’s even what this is. Whelp, there’s another problem, I have a problem with claiming everyone as being my friend, I don’t have friends, I have associates; I have to get that through my head. I hate holding everything in, I’ve been told by my therapist that holding things in isn’t a good thing, but when you don’t have anyone to talk too, you have no choice but to hold things in.

I hate not being happy, it gets to the point where I literally hate waking up in the morning. It pains me to wake up in the morning, only because I know that my day won’t be any better than it was the day before because of what I have to deal with on a daily basis. I suffer from depression, anxiety, amongst other things, but no one cares. I can cry until my eyes bleed but do you think anyone would care? No. They wouldn’t. That’s what hurts the most. I have nobody to talk to about this, so I have to come on here a write everything out, which I’m no good at, and hope and pray that things get better for me. I just need one good friend, a friend who I could talk to about anything, and they wouldn’t judge me, they would listen to me, they would care about me and my feelings instead of pushing them to the side like people in my life have been doing so far. I don’t know, maybe I’m being childish, or maybe what I’m saying is the truth; either way, I’m hurting.

Until next time….if there is a next time.

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nikstar:

Oh you know, just hanging out with #la’s hottest #bloggers getting our picture taken at @torridfashion. I love that Torrid invited us in and took all of our feedback. They are in transition after finally figuring out who their core customer is and what she likes to wear. I think going forward you will see what’s walking down the runway translated into their clothing without so much compromise. It’s a long process but they are open to constructive feedback and I totally respect them so much more. #plussizefashion #fashion #fatshion #curvygirls #blmgirls
chroniclesofafatshionista:

My life is complete . Lol. @macraychicagolicious

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